Go Offline

When I stopped and turned back there was no one except my shadow. It was dark, I was alone, very lonely and all I needed was a friend. Right then my phone vibrated and I saw a pop up notification of whatsapp on the screen, staring blankly at me. I took a moment to read it, it was one of those forwarded message; utter crap. The last sentence of the message was; “Forward this message to nine groups and you will have one of your wishes fulfilled.” And a whole array of annoying smileys. This was the last situation I wanted to find myself in, loneliness as it crept into me, it destroyed me from within. I sat on the carpet and looked around. There was a tablet on the table, a laptop on the bed, an LCD tv on the wall and a phone in my hand. Yet I felt lonely. These devices did not talk to me, they didn’t know what I was feeling and then I knew that I had to TALK.


Talk to humans… not via text, voice message, video chat or any other profound ways of communication. But talk with people in front of me, when I can feel their heat in the room, hear the sound of their breathing and look at them. It was a cold night, still hours to dawn. I had to go through this inevitable feeling of being sole. It gave me ample time to think things out. To find myself in the darkness.


There was a time when I used to go kicking the mud when it rained, threw snowballs at my friends, visited my neighbours or called them in for a cup of tea alongside my mother. Those times are long gone. To the extent that it seems like a distant memory. I am finding tough time piecing it together. People create milestones in history developing devices to ease up life. From the time of the first telephone to the smart phones of today, we indeed have travelled a great deal, something we should undoubtedly be proud of. But in this run to catch up with latest devices, and going techy; have we ever taken a moment to wonder where we are going? I don’t feel so, had we thought these before, I wouldn’t have been sitting here alone trying to connect you all through a few words.


We are literally stuck in the era of inventions. As I blink my eyes I am sure some new gadgets have taken the place of the old ones in the market, the old applications are updated with newer versions and everything around is becoming easier. With each sunset we get a little more adapted, a little more dependent and a little cozier with the electronic devices around. Things have changed and we should move on, but not by leaving behind our age old habits. By old habits I mean our interest in visiting people, having long chitchats with our colleagues, catching up with our family at tea time or at dinner, all in all conversing face to face.


Our habits no longer exist the same way, it has diminished greatly. Today our daily movements are governed by scientific inventions. The moment we open our eyes in the morning, till we close them, we are in the web of these. Who knows some of us may also be dreaming of which whatsapp smiley to use next time, which FB sticker to post on someone’s comment box or may be which soap actor is going to rise from the tomb next! The giant spider of technology has spun a fine web, trapping all of us within those sticky threads. The moment we are free we make it a point to check our phones for the latest crap which is going viral. But how long can we go on this way? I really wonder.


We know about friends who are abroad but we don’t know who is staying next to our apartment, we forward a hundred jokes a day but cannot even manage to smile at even one, we take photos not to treasure our memories but to set them as whatsapp dp or facebook profile picture.When the electricity is cut, we panic, not because we worry about completing our daily chores, but because our gadgets cannot run on low battery. Wow…we are simply incredible.


Life has come to a point where we cannot manage to think outside the box, our pandemonium has been confined to the limits of technology. The very simple example being; we Indians do not like any of our guests showing up at our doorsteps at times from 6-10 in the evening. Simply because this is our soap time. In case they come, we make a cup of tea just for the sake and turn the tv volume high, so that they can read the underlining statement that; either they can tolerate the serial with you or gulp their tea and go right back to where they came from.


In such a kind of life no wonder people like me are alone. I wonder how many of you must be longing for a company just like I do right now. We refrain from talking to people and end conversations saying ‘if there is anything just ping me on whatsapp’… gosh everyone’s so busy now. If things go on this way one fine morning we may wake up with pragmatic difficulties, not even being able to carry on a conversation properly, all we will be able to do is text, text and text. Does that image sound colourful? I hope not.


The best gift bestowed upon humans is their ability to communicate though words. To talk about things in various languages. No species on earth share this ability with us, doesn’t that make us special? It sure does. We don’t know the soil we live on, we don’t have best friends, we don’t share soirées with colleagues and the lack of these makes us limp. It’s of no use flaunting your phones with large touch screens, or your PCs with the latest windows operating systems installed in it, because these won’t accompany you when you are alone. It takes human for another human, we co-exist. It takes communication to build ties between humans, to connect them with each other and to drive away loneliness.


How beautiful it was the other day when we knew how to enjoy rains, to spend time with people around, break into fits of laughter and fill the spaces in our hearts. Try to bring those days back, little by little. Do not let devices take up so much space in your lives that you do not have any for the people around you. Spend more time with people, talk to them about all random things. Surprise a friend by dropping into their houses, and laugh with them. Enjoy moments of life by making them memorable, not by updating status or changing your profile pictures on social media but by living life offline.

I think I have found myself by now…still a few hours left to dawn, but one thing I know for sure is that tomorrow is going to be better.

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