Ooohhh.......I am a ‘high schooler’ now- that was the first thought that
crossed my mind when I learned that I was going to join my higher secondary school
in just a few days. The orientation went on beautifully well and all I wanted was
to attend my classes there. I had never gone through a school-changing experience.
My middle secondary school was my world for the past eleven years, and it had visibly
become an important part of my life. Leaving that school to join a new one meant
-leaving those beautiful and tender memories behind. Had there been classes eleven
and twelve there I would have loved to cling on to that school, but sadly there
wasn't. 'Changes are inevitable' I said and consoled myself. The days that followed
were filled with anxiety and most importantly uncertainty. Will the new people accept
me? Will I be able to blend into my new surrounding? Will I be comfortable...and
so on went the queries inside me. Putting an end to them the day came.
With my mind still playing pranks on me I summoned up the courage to step
my feet inside the gates of my new world which was waiting for me. It was the first
day and I obviously didn’t bring any books apart from a diary that I always carried
around. Nevertheless I had put it in a big bag which was flat like an unblown balloon.
The seemingly big but empty bag hung lazily over my shoulders and my right hand
held a heavy lunch basket which accommodated a standard sized lunch box and a water
bottle. I walked along cautiously not to gain unnecessary attention of any kind.
The school was bursting with the newcomers and I was busy searching a familiar face
among them. Sadly I had to move alone for I hadn't got any friendly faces among
the throng. I reached the assembly court which seemed rather neat and welcoming.
It did not take me much time to notice something odd about the people around me.
All of them had the signature style of a new comer-an empty flat bag but to my surprise
none of them were carrying a basket like me. This added spice to the nervousness
I was trying to hide within me. It made me wonder whether the people around me were
hiding their gluttony or was I too much concerned about food. It felt as if I was
the only one whose stomach rumbled at lunch times. The eyes around me were boring
into me as if I were an alien who landed in a spaceship right in front of them.
Carefully I tried to hide the basket behind me and stood there trying to mask my
thought and the nervousness that was brewing up in me. Interrupting my thoughts
I heard someone calling out to me. It was my classmate and my best friend too. I
heaved a sigh of relief and made my way to her. From the conversation we had I knew
that she had come long ago and had already spotted Eleven Science B, the class I
was going to be in. I climbed the steps and reached the top floor. My friends were
already there and were having a good time with each other. What followed was shrieks
and cries of recognition, which was accompanied by tight teddy hugs. Had I met them
a moment before, my shrieks would have had a higher frequency and amplitude too.
Through the glass door I peeked into my class which really was worth looking forward
to. A loud bell rung signaling us to join the others for the morning assembly. Nothing
was new in it except the recitation of the oath. The day passed on uneventfully
and ended in a bus ride back home.
A year has passed and still as I recollect that day I feel nervous but happy
because that school had welcomed me into it in such a way that I never felt even
a slightest tinge of regret joining it. It was indeed a new world which presented
me a new outlook and shaped me into a new individual.
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